yuck.

i cant tolerate coming home feeling relaxed and happy within but yet have people being caned and whacked up in front of me.

i despise people who cry easily. for no dam good reasons. emotions aside, im feeling inhumane now. i feel utter disgust and disappointment for people who ive warned them and informed them and yet they still choose to do the thing. and when things happened cuz they din do what i told them to do, they mutter words which i can barely make out with whimpers that the canings are pain. dam right canings are pain. isnt that the whole point of using the cane? its true, some people jus cant b fed with the soft approach. we all prolly learn best through falling, not listening. it might sound mean but YOU DESERVED IT.

i like to put myself with groups of practical goal driven positive people. other than that, ur company i dont really fancy.

enough said, im disgusted enough.

on a short note, my exams are jus freaking 12 days away (aites 11!) and im feeling all anxious. i really feel this sorta education system doesnt suit me, i need one scheduled and spending all my time in school. im more productive that way. self discipline is what i lack in.. k, off to study my butt offf.